This
year's holiday season is going to be rough. Life after
September 11 has been changed
forever. We know this. We
accept this. We move on. Life
in Generation 9-11 is not what
we wanted, but we will continue to cope and
strive beyond our
crisis, integrating it into our lives, and honoring the
reality that is forged.
Nobody was left unscathed. I lost friends in
the attack, and I am still
sorting through the feelings that I
have. I was in the air when it all
happened on a flight from
San Francisco to New York when we were forced to
land in Salt Lake City.
They never told us anything, other than we
were making an
unscheduled landing, and they kept
reinforcing that the aircraft
was okay, and we would be safe.
After deplaning, I saw people gathered at
a suspended television by
the bar. When I saw the images for the first time,
I was not willing to
believe that this was anything other than a
commercial for a new
disaster movie. When the man standing
next to me filled me in,
something penetrated my disbelief and
I realized we were in trouble.
A few hours later, when all air
traffic was suspended, I rushed to
the nearest car rental
counter and got a car to drive home. I just had to
get home. However, in
my haste, I did not realize that I even knew how
to get to LA from Salt
Lake City, until about ten minutes on
the road had already
passed. Fifteen hours of driving later,
with a pit stop in Vegas,
I was home.
As
human beings, we know that we
need to get "home" or whatever
that secure place is, but we
may not know how to find that place
emotionally. Even if we do know how, it is likely
that we will underestimate the
time needed to get there. So it has been
and so will be for the
thousands of people affected by this
tragedy. How are we
coping? How are you doing?
I ask that you remember, and commend to
your prayers and
sincere memory all those who are left behind to suffer
the losses exacted upon us
that day. We are going to be
okay, and we will get home. |